Hmm, yay.  So I finally got around to getting this thing back in working order (turns out I forgot to pay for my hosting service.  HAHA.  That’s so like me).  Sorry for the absence.  TT__TT

These are just a couple WIP shots of a not so particular pic I tried to do to remind myself that I still like drawing.  :P

Yeah yeah phone-cam qualityyyyyyy~~~~*sings*

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I’ve taken the past month and a half or so off from freelancing and such and really from drawing in general.  Why?  One, because I’ve been flippin’ out of my mind busy/stressed (ahahah, no surprises there); lots of personal things getting screwed up.  And two, I just needed the break.  Nothing wrong with that, right?  Well, no, I hope not, save for that I haven’t had any other real income coming in.  *dies*
Anyways, the break I took caused me to look at a few things in a fresh light.  Like, y’know, what I want to do with all this freelance mess.  >__>;;;  I can easily say, from here on, I’ll be taking on and searching for work a lot differently. :P If I even decide to take on work again…Wooooo~~~~~

As well, stylistically, I still don’t know what I want, or where to go.  There’s SO many things I want to try, but I feel stuck with all my old bad habits (like pre-artschool habits, ahhh)-and if you know anything about drawing, old habits are H A R D to break. *sigh*  But even when I do try to branch out, I just feel flat out intimidated.  It’s not a real fear, per se, but more like…well, I don’t know, like I’m stading in my own way…..?  I don’t know. :3

I probably won’t be going to many conventions any more-and the ones I *do* go to will have very specific reasons in mind.  Having skipped the con exhibition scene for a couple years now, I’ve never felt better in that decision, however much others say ‘wtf.’   I’m just not into selling random merchandise or on the spot commissions.

Bwahahaha, I don’t know.  I wonder if it’s also just life being inside out/upside down that’s got me all confused artistically.  Uhm, yeah.  I don’t know what I’m talking about (as if I ever do~!).

Happy New Year’s, y’all.  :D  Let’s all please make 2010 awesome and….like…productive….and…..stuff. X3