Ah, hmm. It’s been awhile, no?
For a little bit, things imploded around here, keeping me away from the internets and updating things like here or Neko Machi. *sob* Then my pc battery decided it wanted to die. And then a whole bunch of work and commissions for my sick cat came in and….and….AH~!!! XD
So, I’ve been super busy, and will hope to update here a little more often starting next month, when things calm down just a little bit. ….please bear with me. Until then….
Linearts that didn’t survive the piggy can be really hard on herself sometimes process. :P
And because these guys are my love….
My very dear Tarzan. ^__^;; The kitty that’s sick lately…
She’s feeling better here. X3
And of course you can’t order art supplies without having at least ONE cat inspect the box. TTwTT
Messing around with a friend’s character (with permission). Though not really and it was kindof really hard, since I only had two older (although awesome) ref pics and don’t know much about her. ^__^;; I’m not done….
Unfff, I don’t like to tone digitally…give me an exacto knife and some acetate any day~!
Weasley wanted to help me with drawing…by making donuts. :3
Essential Medicine… by =bybystarlight on deviantART
This is the pic that Weasley helped me with. ^__^;; I find it a little sad/amusing that one of the most vapid/meaningless thing I’ve ever drawn is one of my most popular (on DA). *lol*
Weasley also decided to fight with a paper bag. …guess who won? :P
It’s pretty different from what I started out seeing in my dumb brain—but at least I am less explody/ranty than I was earlier. D:<
Sometimes.....I really REALLY want to wear cute/sexy things like that (well, maybe *this* kind of thing is a little impossible in the real world)...but I still want to. And then I'm all like "................." I wouldn't want to wear this thing just for myself (unless it's the undies only...I LOOOOVE all kinds of cute undies~!!!)..I mean, please don't get me wrong, I'm just as well being alone on my own, but.....some things are just better with two (sometimes more, if you're down with that?) people. XD
And...and I've gotten a number of concerns from people (THANK YOU) about my recent rants here (and on deviart) about not believing in love or miracles and things like that. I'm just being crabby when I say things like that, maybe. It's easy for me to be a little more cynical than normal lately--trying to work through a lot of the leftovers of a lot of selfish people (including myself). So perhaps it's natural, I don't know. But for now, I need to keep telling myself such things, so that I don't fall into the same holes as last year, so that I can remember that NOBODY else (well, save for a VERY rare few) is going to care enough about me as I will, that people are selfish and gross and need to control themselves a little better……and what does this really have to do at all with “art?” Kindof a lot, I think. At least for me, since all this crazy comes from the same place as where I draw from. >__>;;;
I thank you very much for your concern, though~!!! “piggy of the Infinite Patience” will be back in the game in no time~! :D All positivity and happy and optimism (but everything in moderation, of course). :P I still believe in the “better” things of life…..they’re just really really battered and broken (HA~!) right now.
Trying this again (the comic page from a few posts down). A little bit different, a little differently thought out, but…this time I forgot to really think about text placement seriously. There’s not that much on this page, and it’s just monologue anyways, so it should be okay. :P
I realized rather recently. There’s no such thing as true love. Or togetherness. Community or pure charity.
I don’t believe in Miracles, as that song goes, but I’m prayin’ anyways.
Or something.
I’m cranky.
AHAHAH~!! Yeah, I don’t know anything about thouse things anyways…so what am I saying? LOL
And need to get back to doing other things…..
Was playing with tones; I forget that I need not use textured paper (it’s in my sketchie). :P
Sorry guys. Will return to positivity very shortly (I also just realized that my blog posts of late are pretty negative).
